I like toast

I've had a lot of time to think lately, (which doesn't seem to be good for me, hah), and I feel there's so much I want to say, but I can't find anything to say, or anyone to say it to. It's kind of frustrating, but in a good way I guess. Maybe i'm just too bored. Well I came back from Austin today, tomorrow I have an eye doctor appointment. The first one didn't go so well, I've got an inflammation in my right eye, so i'm banned from contacts. I was walking in the mall blind and bumped into a guy, and apologized. I come back about half an hour later and the man is still there in the same position--turns out, he was a mannequin. People must've thought I was crazy, but I guess that's pretty cool :-)

I hated walking around blind though (I totally need lasik eye surgery). It reminds me that i've got a lot to be thankful for. Lately i've been holding back unncessary hostility towards my mom, maybe, eventually, we might actually start talking again, or just start for that matter. I've been eating more fruits. Well, no, I lied. I've just eyed a banana, but never ate it. My excuse to not eat fruit used to be my braces, but I've come to realize it's my laziness. I'm no good when it comes to peeling apples anyway, and my semi-OCD mania kind of tortures me.

I'm really growing to love Forever The Sickest Kids and Brighten. FTSK's music is so upbeat and blunt, while Brighten is more subtle, and like... *makes weird hand motions that have a meaning along the lines of 'out-of-this-world'*. Music can be so therapeutic, I love it. Such powerful powerful things, it beats a man wearing underpants over his tights any day.

I wish I had talent
To maybe play in a band or something
I don't fit in anywhere, but
I don't seem to stand out either
I wish I could save the world
But i'm not fit to be a superhero

So instead, I recycle water bottles.

Peace, Love, and Apple Trees